Hello! I read your intro word. And actually, I cannot but say it was written pretty cutely
I am sure you possess an underlaying talent to express yourself, you probably just haven't found it yet. Don't feel intimidated nor discouraged by people, just be yourself. You can always start with very small and simple things, like sketches, short dialogues between the characters - all this is art... Believe me, if an idea is good, but not drawn amazingly, it is still much more effective than a bad idea but drawn awesomely.
Btw, I remember you from several years ago and now I am happy to see some old people being back
And yeah! Thank you for becoming my watcher